| | dear step dad,
it is not that i hate you,but towards all of the things that you have done just makes me anger so much towards you,i appriciate everything that you had done for me for so long but there are things that are just making me cant see through it.
the things that you did at home like not washing anything up and letting my mom do it is just totally inexcusable,if there is a man out there that calls himself a man or an husband he would not ever ever ask his wife to do his dishes and so forth. The thing irritates me the most is that you sit at home doing nothing but infront of the computer telling everybody that you are "busy" doing your "work" or whatever it is called is just plain stupid,honestly i have to say that it has been a year since you found a job and you never intended to try harder i guess,being a year without a job you have never seem to want to find something else to do instead of just mopping your ass around the computer.
for example just now when i went downstairs,everything was just everywhere and whenever i cleaned up you would not appriciate it because you would just make more mess,i told my mom why she never came up and told you about the mess but you just seemed to get some anxiety attack after that,i dont get why when you have those so called "attacks" you never wanted to take medications for them or is it because you just love those "attacks",telling everybody you are going to kill yourself and send me stupid emails saying i dont understand anything to tell the truth i find that really childish tho. Lets just face it all you want is your freaking attention.
A real dad dosent nag about how his son cant drive his car,a real dad dosent say that the son cant drive his car,a real dad takes every responsibility for where his son is going and never say about not having time for his son,a real dad basically is not you..eventough you are telling me that you are trying,all i could say is that i lost all respect for you because you never done a single thing that actually made me respect you even the slightest bit. All you did is tell me how you so called want to be my "dad" and in actual fact you even told me how you dont want to be my old man,and let me tell you this here and now,you are everything my dad was and everything my dad will ever be,the only thing that differenciate you from him is your skin tone.
Whenever you told me not to finish some food because you bought them is just plain childish because you could afford more and why would you want to just fight over little food like those?
i could name a million things that you did that makes me hate you so much but for now i will just stop here,i dont care weather you would have an anxiety attack after you read this or whatever you have to know this for yourself.
sincirely
the boy that lives in the house with you
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| | Posted 5/27/2009 1:55 AM - 23 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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